except it wasn’t like nate wanted to — or got off thinking about it — or was, like, hoping for it or anything. he figured for it to be gay (or bisexual, what the hell ever) he would have to have some kind of desire for it. right? like, he’d have to want to do it, or get off thinking about it, or ache for it or something. but he didn’t… he just… didn’t not want to.

like, if kit did need to get off. but he didn’t want to go hook-up or if he still wasn’t ready to date. and if he, you know, really wanted nate to be the one to do it… he’d be okay?? with that??

like, if kit liked it… liked it from nate… that would be… you know… not a problem. sure, he’d do that. he’d do that for kit.

what. the. fuck.